I have so many it is hard to name them all... BUT COFFEE, SMOKES AND CHOCOLATE RATE AMONG THE MUST HAVES AND COFFEE I WILL SAFE FOR ANOTHER PLAY DATE...
some are minor....
my love of photography, as you can all see...And it puts me in the Category Muffin described earlier..photoblogger~I am ok with that as I find sometimes words are hard to come by, but I have a ton of photos and those too show my many moods....This addiction is not so costly since my husband and children purchased my FAB..christmas gift a few years back.... CANON POWERSHOT SE~IS ...Blah, blah, blah~ I do love my camera but again the addiction thing happens.... I want one with higher resolution, finer micro detail, more pixel~ sizzle~ you know ADDICTION!!!!!
my fondness for chocolate!!! yummy yummy yummy~ I prefer it DARK,
but will eat ANY...SEMI , MILK, DARK, powder.. you name it!!!.I'll eat the chocolate cake batter, the pint of chocolate ice cream, I'll lick the side of the chocolate milk glass to get the last drop.....I will hide, lie, and pretend not to hear my children when they ask if we have chocolate in the house....I do not like nuts in my chocolate and white chocolate is like a cheap whore chocolate..I will have none of that white chocolate shit ever~ and prefer not to have candy coating on my chocolate. That not to say I won't eat the last M& M and enjoy ever minute of it.... I am sure at some point in my life I like every other women I know in my family will be diagnosed as a Diabetic at 50 and will have to give up my addiction...or maybe not~..... see the addict in me is already working out the plot in my head to justify them amputating my legs because I couldn't be compliant and then I will comfort my misery with a HUGE DARK CHOCOLATE TRUFFLE~ I am a chocolate junkie !
Do you think I would see Willy Wonka and the Oompa Loompa's if I entered a support group?
OK....I STILL SMOKE
Yes I know it is terrible for me and as my children and husband, family, friend...oh I am exhausted just thinking about the daily ridicule I receive about smoking...Problem is and it is a huge one This might be the one addiction that I can honestly say is a real addiction one my mind and body are telling me NO NO NO we need it....STUPID as it may be I am not sure I am ready to quit...YES , YES, YES I KNOW...IT IS BAD!! ok I get it
I have tried a few times with effort and alot of the times I have tried have been a half assed attempt to shut the BITCHERS up. I know they mean well but really I do not say anything about there addictions and aside from my children who are pure at heart most everyone else bitches because they don't like the smell or the claim to be concerned....BLAH BLAH BLAH~ worry about yourself and let me take care of me...Maybe deep in side I just want to smoke....
Or maybe just maybe I want everyone to shut up and stop nagging on me and I will quit when I am ready and NOT WHEN i AM TOLD i HAVE TO OR ELSE...
For the love I sound very childish.....Damn I hate that about addictions, They leave you sounding and acting rather foolish......
So since I sound foolish I might as well play something foolish...so enjoy ~
xoxox teek
